Hanetsuno:
A Matter of Honor
A thousand arrows arched over the great
wooden walls of Alfheimana. Himeki
kept her eyes trained on just one of them, but even before it sunk into its
target’s flesh, she was placing another arrow against her bow. She scanned the
swarm of orcs, goblins, and ogres during the next
arrow’s flight. There seemed to be more of them toward the eastern side of the
city. Another arrow. Hadn’t they come more from the southwest? Another arrow.
What was so interesting about the east side of the city?
"Crap, out of arrows," the archer next to
Himeki muttered.
"Here," she said, shoving her quiver at him
and taking his before he could object. She jumped down from the ramparts with
the intention of getting more arrows from the fletcher.
The east.
She stopped.
The fletcher looked at her questioningly, and
then frowned in confusion as she ran down a side street to the northwest.
* * *
Mrawly got up when
he heard the front door of the shop open and slam shut. Fluet
and the others in the room went silent. Fluet was
about to tell Mrawly to be careful, but he saw his
younger brother pick up a dagger on the way out.
"Himeki?"
Mrawly asked, not positive it was her at first glance. She
was hard to recognize clothed in the standard gear of the elven
army’s bowmen. "What are you doing here? I figured you’d have to stay at the
castle."
"Nope," Himkei said
as Fluet and the others came in behind
Mrawly. "Uh, my father needs a small team of brave warriors
to do a special mission, and I’m in charge of collecting ‘em."
"What’re you doing here then?"
Fluet asked.
"Tsk, slacking off
at a time like this, Himeki?" Silva demanded. When
the younger girl shook her head, her curled cyan pigtails smacked against her
cheeks.
"Um, yeah, about that..." Himeki
muttered. "I was kind of hoping I could count on you guys."
Five pairs of eyes stared at her blankly.
After a few seconds, Oren snickered.
"Come on!" Himkei
complained. "All the braver warriors are busy!"
"Or dead," Melia
added.
"Yeah, sure," Himeki
said hastily. "This is just a preventive ‘just-in-case’ mission. Probably not
even dangerous at all. But I think it’s important."
"Does it involve going out of the city?"
Fluet asked.
"Yes."
"Sorry, we’ll stay here making bread for the
army."
"B-bread?!" Himeki
demanded. "They don’t need bread! There’s bread everywhere out there. Piles and
piles of bread loaves that no one has time to eat."
Oren munched the loaf of bread that he
happened to have in his hand.
Himeki drooped in exasperation.
"Fine! Fine! I’ll go alone. At least let me use your back exit from the city."
"Again?" Fluet
demanded.
"Yes, again. I still have to get ready, so
I’ll be back in a half-hour." She was out the door without another word.
Mrawly,
Fluet, Oren, Silva, and Melia all
sighed in unison.
When Himeki
returned later, she found them standing in about the same place with about the
same facial expressions, but they were armed and dressed like they were going
to be sneaking through the forest.
"Thanks, guys," she said with a grateful
smile. Likewise, she was wearing her two-piece brown and green clothes and some
enchanted jewelry.
She led them out of the small door in the
wall, around the edge of the city, and into the forest to the east. They passed
scores of goblins who vaguely noticed that something was amiss but couldn’t
quite tell what. The masses of enemies thinned after awhile of traveling, but
then they became more frequent again about the time that the sounds of the
eastern ocean became audible to the group of elves.
Finally, Himeki
paused on a forked branch and looked around to make sure the others were in the
tree with her. They didn’t look back; they were too busy gazing at the only
structure any elf had ever built out of stone.
"Arxedia’s Tomb?"
Silva whimpered.
Ten orcs were off
to the side, supervising the four ogres who were lined up using a fifth as a
battering ram against the gold-lined wooden door of the building. The door
opened with a crack.
Himeki released her
bowstring. One of the four standing ogres grunted and fell as he was struck in
the neck. The other three dropped their comrade out of start. She jumped out of
the tree and drew her dagger. She ripped her necklace off and flung it at the
ogres; the beads exploded, causing only minor harm but kicking up dust.
They were too startled to move at first, but
finally Mrawly and Silva drew their weapons and
jumped down after her, and Oren, Fluet, and
Melia drew their bows.
Before the orcs
could compose themselves and reach the fighting, all the ogres were dead and
the elves were gathered at the door. Not wanting to give up the doorway’s
protection, they had a hard time killing the orcs,
though they injured them frequently.
Fluet noticed that
Himeki kept glancing back away from the door. The
building’s entry room was small and unimpressive, but there was a staircase
leading downward.
One of the orcs
fell dead and one of the others finally had the sense to blow a signal horn.
"Damn it!" Himeki
cursed, cracking her whip in vain at the orc with the
horn. "It’ll take a minute for reinforcements to come, but...." She glanced back
again. The orcs, still fighting, laughed at her.
"Himeki...ugh!"
Fluet held a fragment of the door in front of himself as a
shield against a scimitar. "Was there something you came here to get?"
"Y-yeah."
"Well, go get it now!"
"B-but..."
"We’ll be fine as long as we can get out of
here before more of these bastards get here!" Silva muttered.
"B-be careful!" Himeki
told them. As she backed away, she fired one more arrow past her friends’ heads
and struck an orc in the eye. Then she leapt down the
staircase.
Some of the magic cast by some ancient wizard
was still active; as she descended the stairs two at a time, periodically
placed torches flared up and lit her path. They didn’t light far enough ahead
for her to see all the way to the bottom of the stairs, and she wondered how
much farther it was. She was already getting tired of stairs, but going back up
would be harder.
Finally she reached a solid wall of gold at
the end. The writing carved into the surface was ancient elven
script, so ancient only the most dedicated elven
historians--and, of course, the royal family--could read it. The dim flickering
light combined with her imperfect study habits in the past made it hard for
Himeki, but she managed to decipher it after rereading it a
few times..
Here lies Arxedia,
Who shall be made a goddess--
If not by the will of
the gods then
By the will of the
elves.
"Arxedia..."
Himeki mumbled.
Once elves had been weak, dirty, primitive
creatures that lived in small clans and always fought with each other and with
other races. But one little elven girl who was
disowned by her clan found herself a lonely home in a clearing in the middle of
the forest. Other elves came and went and died. The girl planted a tree and
lived a happy peaceful life, so healthy that she outlived all the other elves.
Seeing the same young woman look the same age every time they passed the
clearing made the other elves look upon her with awe.
When a great monster attacked the lands that
were home to many elven clans, the elves fled in
terror, except the girl. She took up the bow she used for hunting and climbed
to the top of the tree she had planted in her childhood and shot the monster in
the eye, causing it to retreat. The other elves returned and hailed the girl,
but she warned them the monster would return. They learned how to make bows and
armed themselves, and when the monster returned, it was pierced by ten thousand
arrows.
So again the elves hailed Arxedia,
and she became the first Queen of the Elven Nation.
When she finally died, the elves placed her in their hearts above the gods.
She... who shall be made a goddess... by the will of the elves.
Himeki placed her
hand helplessly against the gold and was surprised to see it split easily down
the middle where she hadn’t seen a crack. A clean white light poured onto her,
so bright she had to cover her eyes. Even after her eyes should have adjusted,
it was still too bright. She walked forth blindly.
The light seemed to come from a dais in the
middle of the next room. She tried to ascend a short flight of stairs, but a
wave of heat kept her back. She looked up again, trying to see through the
radiance. She could make one thing out vaguely: something long and slightly
curved.
She forced herself onto the first step, then
the second. She gasped for air and seared her lungs, so she tried to hold her
breath the rest of the way. A third step, fourth. Between the light and the
heat, she had to squeeze her eyes shut and hide them in the crook of her arm.
Fifth step. She could feel her skin burning, maybe melting. Sixth. She reached
her free arm out to try to touch anything that might be there, but she couldn’t
feel her fingers. She hoped she still had fingers. Seventh. Her fingertips
grazed something. She lunged and reached with both hands.
For a split second as her hands closed around
something, the heat was gone, and she could see through the light. Her mind was
two numb to register the object she had grabbed, but she looked down and saw
that it was suspended in the air over an even pool of water that began right
after the last step. There was a young elf woman lying in the pool with her
hands crossed over her chest. Bits of her simple leather clothing and golden
hair swayed in the water’s current. Her head was turned slightly to the side,
and there was a light smile on her face.
Then a flash--the brightest light and the
hottest blaze yet--blew Himeki off the dais with
enough force to send her flying back through the golden door. She let out a
scream of pain but never felt herself hit the floor.
* * *
"Himeki!
Himeki!"
"Ungh...?"
"Are you okay?!" Fluet
demanded from above her.
"Uh... yeah?" Himeki
mumbled dizzily.
"Then come on!" Fluet
said as he and Silva both grabbed one of her arms and hauled her to her feet.
She still had both her hands around a bow. As her friends practically dragged
her up the stairs, she glanced back at the golden wall and couldn’t see a crack
in it.
They reached the top of the stairs just as an
orc lunged at Melia. She squealed
in start as she tripped over a chunk of the door and fell back, missing the
blow that was aimed at her. Mrawly plunged his dagger
into the orc’s arm, and Oren shot it in the eye. It
fell, and that was the last one.
"The others haven’t come yet, but we have to
hurry," Melia said.
"Thank goodness you’re in one piece,
Himeki," Mrawly said as they
scurried through the door. "But are you really okay?"
"Y-yeah," Himeki
said unsteadily. She strapped the gold-finished bow to her back with her own
plain one.
* * *
The next day, Himeki
climbed to the top of the tree in the courtyard.
"Yes?" Wealden
asked. Unless he was required below, he was always standing up here when there
was fighting going on, watching over the city and the adjacent lands like a
lion watches his pride.
"Nothing," Himeki
mumbled, sitting on a branch. "I just wanted to come up here to think."
Wealden said
nothing in response at first, but after a while, he chuckled and said, "I
remember a couple years ago; you couldn’t get up here at all, but now, even
though most of our rulers only climb up once to prove they can, you do it all
the time because you want to."
"You always used to come up here a lot, and I
heard stories about how Mother surprised everyone who thought she couldn’t do
it to prove she was worthy of marrying you," Himeki
said. "I guess it made me jealous. Plus there was Alewar, the guard captain,
and lots of others who were strong, even if they didn’t climb this tree. I felt
really weak next to all of you." She sighed. "I tried to climb up after you one
day and didn’t even get a good start. Everyone laughed at me and said I was
sooo cute." She said it snidely, but tears of
anger welled up in her eyes. "They didn’t take me seriously."
Wealden looked down
at her for the first time. "Th-they didn’t... mean it
like that...."
"You did it too!" Himeki
screamed at him. "You laughed and said, ‘Try again in eighty years, sweetie’!"
She looked back downward, choking on a sob, and mumbled. "You were the worst
one, because at least everyone else was on the ground with me."
He looked at her helplessly.
"After that... I... I ran a mile every day, I
lifted weights, I got the weapons masters to train me... I... tried to climb at
night so no one would see me. I wore my clothes and hair so that they would
hide the scrapes on my skin." She sniffled. "And it’s not just the tree!
Everything I’ve ever done since was because I feel weak!" She clawed at
her hair.
Wealden just
stuttered uselessly as she sobbed before he could say, "Y-you, you’re... not...
weak.... Er, w-what is this, all of a sudden...?"
Himeki cried out in
frustration, then demanded of him, "What’s the point of being strong if you’re useless?!
I agreed to stay here when my comrades left because you said I had a purpose
here!"
"You do have a purpose here!"
Wealden shouted angrily. "Your purpose is to be the
princess of the elves!"
"What the hell is a princess?!"
Himeki stood up and faced him as she yelled. "Is it some
little girl who hides in lace and jewels while her father’s pawns throw their
lives away in her name?! That sounds like a human princess to me! If I’m
an elf, why shouldn’t I act like one?! I’ve lined up with the others to shoot a
bow at one in a million goblins! I’ve given motivational speeches! But the only
good thing I’ve done in the last week I did without you’re permission!"
Wealden gripped her
face in one hand. "You know what? Your comrades didn’t leave this city. You
don’t act like an elf just by not
acting like any other creature. You act like an elf by standing by and standing
up for elves. The people of this city are your comrades; you belong here with
them."
"So I can watch them die and with my final breath
moan about how I could’ve done something...?" she asked in a hoarse whisper. His
fingers were still digging into her cheeks.
Wealden stared at
her sternly and finally said, "I understand that you only want to do what you
think is best, but it’s dangerous out there. You’re strong, but you’re not that
strong."
Himeki hung her
head as he released her. "I’m... not... strong enough...?"
"I..."
"But...." With the angle of her face, he could
just barely see the corners of her lips turn up, "you’re right that I’m an
elf." Her shoulders shook, and then she let out a quiet laugh. "I’ll keep that
in mind."
"Ah...!" he stuttered, snatching at her as she
spun around and stepped off the branch. She landed nimbly on another branch
twenty feet below and continued to travel that way until she was on the ground.
Some people in the courtyard who had heard the king and princess shouting
looked at her curiously.
* * *
The topmost floor in the center of the castle
acted as a main temple of the city. Normally people only came in during the
ceremonies that occurred weekly or on holidays, so the priest was surprised to
see someone kneeling in the patch of sunlight created by the great arched
window behind the podium. Though he knew he shouldn’t, his curiosity got the
better of him, and he couldn’t help but listen to her.
"I saved your treasure from the enemy," she
said. "I guess it should be enough of a reward if I’m allowed to use it, but
I’d like to ask one more thing.
"I’m planning something. I’m sure you already
know what it is. I’m not asking you to grant me success; that’s up to me.
"I just want you to use this to give me a
sign. I want to know what I’m supposed to be doing right now.
"Thank you."
The priest quickly scurried behind a pillar
as she left, so he wouldn’t be caught eavesdropping.
* * *
Wealden looked over
the nobles lining either side of the throne room and hoped none of them noticed
how tired he looked. His wife, sitting next to him, knew, but she also knew to
hide her worried look.
So long as anyone wanted an audience, he had
to spare an hour a day to provide it, but he hated this. Enough people were
coming in today that it was stretching into two hours--far too long considering
the war situation.
Just call the next person in so we can get
this over with, he silently willed the steward. He considered making up an
emergency so he could get back to overseeing the troops.
"N-now, um, presenting P-princess
Himeki," the steward bellowed with a stutter.
"What?" Wealden
mumbled. She never entered like this.
Himeki walked
confidently through the front entrance, dressed elegantly, as she always was on
the rare occasions when she’d enter then throne room while it was full of
people.
"Greetings, your
Majesty," she said, curtseying.
"Greetings..." he mumbled suspiciously. He
noticed a mischievous smile trying to creep its way onto her calm face.
"As you know, you Majesty," she said, "in the
scriptures left by Arxedia, first queen and last
goddess of the elves, it bids, ‘Allow not thyself to be dishonored. Take not
any insult which thou hast not earned.’"
"Yes..."
"And in Volume One, Chapter Two, Section One,
Article Nine of the laws of the Elven Nation, it states
that any warrior whose prowess is in question may challenge the doubter to a
duel of honor in the national arena," Himeki said
boldly. "May I ask you, your Majesty, who is the
strongest individual warrior in our entire kingdom?"
"You know the answer to that as well as I,"
Wealden answered tensely.
"Please answer me, your Majesty," said
Himeki, "for the benefit of anyone in this room who may
have... forgotten." The slight smile grew.
"I
am the strongest individual warrior in the kingdom," Wealden
said, sitting forward and gripping the arms of the thrown. He felt his wife’s
hand rest uneasily on his wrist.
The small mischievous smile on
Himeki’s face grew to a full grin. "Then it is doubly
appropriate to settle our dispute this way. As the challenged, you have the
privilege of deciding the time... or forfeiting."
"You’re joking," Wealden
growled. "I can see it in your face. You should be ashamed of wasting my time
like this when I’m busy with my duty as king!"
"‘Ashamed,’"
Himeki repeated more softly. "Funny you should use that
word." She projected her voice again as she said, "I await your decision, your
Majesty."
She spun about and walked out with the same
air of confidence she had walked in with. After the door was shut,
Wealden roared in frustration and stomped out the side door
with the queen chasing after him. The nobles and attendants glanced back and
forth between the two exits in confusion.
* * *
Duels of honor weren’t very common in these
days, but many people showed up for the ones that did happen. It was free
entertainment. This time the stands were more packed than ever, but there was
still far less noise, for everyone was hushed by tension.
"Ch-challenger!" the official standing in the
arena between Himeki and Wealden
stuttered, trying to project his voice as he addressed Himeki
so the crowd could hear. "W-what are the gains of this battle?"
"I believe I can be more helpful to the war
effort elsewhere," Himeki said. She spoke at her
normal volume, so the people in the stands were straining to hear her but
couldn’t. "I wish to prove I’m strong enough. If I lose, I’ll concede that I
was mistaken, and... stay here without complaint until I have permission to do
otherwise." She looked across at Wealden the entire
time.
"D-does the challenged one accept
th-this?"
the official asked.
Wealden stared
quietly at Himeki, trying to find some hint of
uncertainty, something that meant she wasn’t completely resolved. "Yes," he
finally said, just before the official was about to repeat the question.
"T-take your places please," the official
commanded.
The two of them strode to opposite sides of
the massive grass-covered circle. The official raised a shaking hand... and
brought it down.
Himeki shoved
herself off the wall and broke into a run toward the other side.
Wealden approached more slowly. She skidded to a stop a
whole ten feet from him and missed the ring of magical energy that exploded
from around him. She grinned at him, knowing he’d expected her to get closer
sooner. He lunged and punched. She blocked the first strike and hopped back
from the second. When she kicked at his head, he grabbed her ankle, spun around,
and tried to toss her over. She grabbed a handful of his hair and kicked madly.
She landed on his upper back and quickly wrapped her legs around his neck. He
leaned back to dump her off, but she grabbed hold of the grass and used her
legs to pull him with her.
She escaped the tangle and pranced away. By
the time she was able to turn back around, she just
barely had time to block his next attack. Her forearms arms were already
starting to ache and even be discolored by bruises. She ignored the pain and
tried to concentrate on two things at once.
"Chizanchuu!" she
shouted, throwing her arms out. He jumped back quickly as sharp rocks burst
from the ground, but he stumbled and landed on his back. One of the smaller
stones tore at his lower leg.
The official and the spectators cringed.
There would normally be an announcement congratulating Himeki
for the first flesh wound, but now everyone was silent.
The rocks quickly dissolved into dust as
Himeki jumped over them and landed roughly on his chest. She
bounced away. As soon as he was up, Wealden jumped
and kicked her. She ducked and rolled under him, jumping to avoid his next kick
as he spun around. He punched, his hand wrapped in
magical energy, and hit her in the chest. She flew back, landed roughly on the
ground, and rolled lengthwise until she was flat on her belly.
"Seyeney....
Suichanuu!"
"Yahh!"
Himeki shrieked as water surged up from the ground beneath
her and pushed her into the air. She landed roughly and tried to cough the
water out of her lungs as she forced herself up and stumbled back. She dodged
his kick clumsily and finally composed herself.
Using his magic to strengthen his body...
Himeki pondered as she spent the next several minutes doing
nothing but dodging. I’ve made that mistake before.
She continued to dodge or block, but when she
finally tried to punch, he grabbed her wrist and threw her over his shoulder.
He twisted his wrist before she landed, and she cried out in pain. She
retreated to the far side of the arena, the first few steps dizzying until she was
near where she had cast her earth spell before. The space was mostly just
disrupted grass now, but there was a natural fist-sized rock that the
magic-induced rocks had tossed up to the surface. It was sharp edged, so
Himeki picked it up. She could tell that the official was
about to protest, but she used it to cut two vertical slits in her shirt on
either side of her belly. She winced as she slid her left arm through the slits
to rest it there.
Wealden hadn’t
bothered to follow her when she moved away. Now he had the official by the neck
of his shirt, still looking at Himeki. Between their
distance and the volume, she couldn’t hear what they were saying, but she could
tell by their lips and gestures.
What do the rules say about broken limbs?
N-no-nothing, y-your m-Majesty!
Flipping through pages of the rule book. O-only whether the opponent is, is,
is still willing and able to fight.
How can someone fight with a broken arm?!
Maybe you should ask her that, your m-Majesty. The
official was tossed aside.
Having caught her breath now,
Himeki ran forward. Once again she skidded to a stop just
before his defensive magic hit her. She jumped forward and kicked at his face.
He leaned back to dodge, but she spun and hit him with the other foot. She lost
her balance and fell to her knees, but she used her momentum to get back up
quickly.
She hopped away and continued to dodge. He
stopped and stayed away, trying to force her into making the next move. She
grinned, took a quick step forward, baiting him to strike at her, and jumped
away. She saw him close his eyes and rushed to get out of the range of his
defensive magic--clearly his favorite spell. He looked irritated that it had
failed to hit her once again.
And suddenly he wobbled.
Himeki started to
jump forward to kick him while he was defenseless, but he regained his
composure to soon. She retreated without scoring a hit. He lunged at her, but
she ducked and rammed his legs. He lost his balance and tumbled over her. She
got up and moved away. Once he was up, it was back to dodging.
After a while, he stopped and coughed, but
she kept hopping away. Once she was by the wall, he was still in the center
trying to steady himself.
She concentrated on something deep within
her, deeper than the sore lungs, deeper than the pain of her injuries. She
finally grasped it and started to pull it up. What little bit of attention she
spared from this task noticed that Wealden was ready.
He frowned at her, then began to run toward her. She
held her hand forth as a channel for the energy and released it through her
mouth:
"Hiyarka!"
A flash of light blinded her and all the
spectators, although the light didn't carry nearly the power it could. As it
faded, Wealden landed on his feet, but he immediately
fell forward.
The official rushed toward him;
Himeki approached more slowly. He made an attempt to push
himself up, but he went limp without getting close. Himeki
sped up and dropped to her knees next to him.
"Y-you're the winner!" the official
squeaked.
"Is he okay?" Himeki
demanded.
"Y-yes," the official mumbled.
"H-he'll be fine after proper recuperation time. Y-you need it too,
princess."
* * *
A servant walked by to pour another bucket of
hot strange-colored liquid into the bath water. Between the steam and the cloud
coming from the water's medicinal herbal mixture, it was hard to see in the
entire room, but Himeki could see Wealden
a few feet away. He hadn't looked in her direction, but he hadn't looked at
much else either. She couldn't tell whether he was deliberately ignoring her
out of anger or whether he had yet to recover mentally.
They both just sat and soaked in the water
like the healers told them too. Himeki's broken wrist
had been properly set, and after a few days of having this twice a day, the
bones would be properly fixed.
Royal privilege. She felt guilty having
access to high-quality magical healing because she'd been hurt by her own
trivial desire to prove herself while it was unavailable to the soldiers doing
important things.
The healers finally allowed them to leave,
telling them to go rest, so they got out and dressed. Wealden
headed toward his room, and though Himeki should have
headed to hers, she followed him quietly.
"Father," she mumbled once they
turned down the hallway where the door to his chambers was. He didn't answer,
and she was at a loss for what to say. She just wanted to make it so he wasn't
angry at her. "I... I'm sorry I hurt you."
He only shook his head. Normally that meant
something like no, it's okay or no need to apologize, but she
wasn't sure this time. Once they reached his door, he put a hand on the handle
but didn't turn it. "When will you be leaving?" he asked quietly.
"In about a week, I think."
Wealden nodded
slowly, still not looking at her. "I still don't think you're strong
enough. You only proved that you're stronger than I am. That doesn't mean
anything, because I'm not strong enough for what you want to do either."
"I know," Himeki
said hoarsely, tears welling up in her eyes. "I don't believe I'm invincible.
I know what I'm risking. I just think it's worth the risk."
Wealden nodded
again and slipped into his room, closing the door behind him.
Himeki stared helplessly at the door for a few seconds
before she turned and trudged to her own room.
"Oh, hello, princess," the
chambermaid said when Himeki entered. She was doing
her usual job of cleaning some mess Himeki couldn't
see.
"Hello, Rondri."
"Where did you get this lovely bow,
princess?" Rondri asked conversationally as she
continued her work. She dusted the top of dresser where Himeki
had left the bow she'd retrieved from the tomb.
Himeki lowered
herself onto her bed with a wince of pain. "That's the Bow of
Arxedia."
Rondri gasped and
dropped the vase she had lifted to dust. The vase thumped onto the carpet and
began to roll. "What?" Rondri demanded as
she chased it. "Ar... Arxedia?"
"Yes."
"That's... sacred."
"All the more reason that I should have
it instead of leaving it too the orcs."
"O-of course," Rondri
agreed reluctantly.
"If you don't mind,"
Himeki said, "I'm tired."
"My apologies, princess."
Rondri retreated from the room.
* * *
After a returning from a short visit to
Fluet and Mrawly's house,
Himeki spent a few moments in the castle's temple. Then she
went to her room, gathered what she'd be taking with her, and went to the
rampart of the wall along the city's backside.
She was early, but Wealden
was already standing there. He leaned against the wall with his arms crossed
and didn't look at her.
"This isn't a good place to hang
out." She tried to sound nonchalant, but the words came out sounding quiet
and concerned. "Some of those brutes know how to use bows."
Wealden sighed in
response.
Himeki sensed
exasperation in that sigh and felt it was a reproach. She turned away
uncomfortably, placed her hands on the top of the wall, and looked out over it.
"Don't leave without saying goodbye to
your mother," Wealden said quietly but sternly.
"I'm not leaving yet,"
Himeki grumbled. "I haven't even said goodbye to you yet." When he didn't respond,
she shuffled closer to him and said, "I'm sorry." She sighed. "I
want you to know that I'm not leaving just to prove myself." She felt
tears in her eyes again as he finally looked toward her. "Remember I said
that everything I've ever done since I was little was because I feel weak? That
was true... and it means that everything I've ever done since I was little was
for me." She gulped and took one of his hands in both of hers. "But I
feel I've proven my worth... to everyone, including myself... and as soon as I
leave here today, everything I ever do for the rest of my life will be for
others."
He pulled her into a hug.
"Thank you so much," she sobbed.
"For what?"
"For... everything. Everything good
about me came from you one way or another."
She saw her mother come up the ladder with a
look of profound relief on her face at the sight of her husband and daughter
hugging. Himeki backed up so she could take both of
her parents' hands.
"Thank you both for understanding me--or
at least trying to," she said.
"Please, dear, be careful," her
mother said.
"I will. I promise I'll come back one
way or another."
"One way or another,"
Wealden echoed. "That's not very comforting."
"I promise I'll come back in one
piece," Himeki specified. She laughed. "Or
at least few enough pieces that I can fulfill my duty here." She sighed
again. "It's time for me to go."
"Where are you headed?"
Wealden asked. "You can't just run after your friends;
they're across the ocean."
"I'll head to Nalya Troop,"
Himeki said. "They'll probably be back by the
time I get there."
"Goodbye," her mother said.
"Goodbye." Himeki
hugged them both and jumped down the great wooden wall of Alfheimana.
After she landed and stood up, she looked up and waved at them, then began on
her way southward.